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Today is blah! I think it is from the long weekend. Today I came home from work and went to sleep. So when I woke up at 9pm, I was all over the place. There was no C.J. time, there was no watching football together. I was wore out and fell out as soon as I hit the bed. I did not even eat dinner.

So my interaction with C.J. today was dropping her off and picking her up from the sitter. Which is not a good thing but today it was the reality. I would love for everyday to be filled with excitement between C.J. and Daddy but I have to make sure that happens.

I have to make sure that I am well rested so I can pay C.J. full attention everyday. I can not let the world that has become me tire me out so much that I can not control how my body responds. Today was a wake up call that I have a long way to go in freeing myself from the business that I have become. I am working on it but still have a ways to go.

C.J. is still doing well. She is sleeping through the night and getting on a schedule. Now this is a good thing because as we grow as a family (not in size at this point), we will need her cooperation to get to work on time, to get to church on time and to make plans as a family. As long as she gets sleep and allows Mommy and Daddy sleep, I believe we will be alright.

Like I said earlier I do not have much tonight. I spent it at work, driving and sleep and now I am going back to sleep so I will catch you all later. Before I go, one more thing, always remember to pray because prayer changes things.