When the doctor announced that my first child was a girl, a lot changed in my life. The first being the importance of the women in it. For the longest it was my mom and her only. No other woman mattered until the day Shatema and I became a couple, and by God's design, one. So she took over the top spot and held it strong for three years, eleven months and six days. She was dethroned in a matter of seconds when C.J. decided to enter the world. Now many of you may say that I am not right, but everyone and their sister knew that if Jamal T. Johnson had a girl, she would not only be a princess, but his little Queen in the making.
This morning all I could do was look at C.J. and admire her beauty as she stared at me as I circled the room getting ready for work. Her eyes were affixed to what her Daddy was doing. I would stop and give her a kiss and she would smile and get fidgety. That makes me know she is happy! This evening I did the same thing. Now I was supposed to be out the door for work after getting my ladies home, but I just could not help but to sit and talk to C.J. for a while and shower her with kisses. Just so anyone who works with me knows, I did make it to my fair on time.
I try, but C.J. is simply irresistible. She is a cutey just like her Daddy. Other than C.J., I will only call her "Twin". So tonight when I got in from work I was able to catch her before she went to sleep and gave her one more kiss to comfort her as she sleeps. It also comforts me because all I can think about is how I love that little girl and she loves her Daddy. As always good people, remember to pray because prayer changes things.
