"It's been a long time, I shouldnah have left you with out a dope beat to step to." As I sit in the office at 12:27am, those words sprinkled into my mind. I always plan to write but never get around to it after a long day on two jobs. Those words were said by Timbaland on an Aaliyah track. Anyway, this business of coming home for a day and then being away from my Princess for a week is coming to an end. After a summer of chaperoning other peoples children and having to get text and voice-mail pictures about mine, Daddy is coming home. So it will be back to blogging daily and that is the way I like it. I think the time away stunted some of CJ's progress too. She did not want to do anything new and her Daddy miss it. I do not blame her either. At night I yearned to hear her voice or just watch her sleeping as I do sometimes but I could only look at the pictures I have stored in my phone to remind me of her. I did not think this would be so hard but it has been painful and almost impossible to cope with.
So now I get to go home and be with my Baby (that is Mommy for those who can not keep up) and my Princess. This week we will have the honor of implementing the plan for CJ's 1st birthday barbecue. I have said from day one that all of her parties can be BBQ's since she wanted to come into the world during a summer month. I still do not know what I am going to get her as a present but I have decided to scale down from my original thought. I do not want to give her to much while she is young, then when she is older have run out of ideas. Also I do not want her to think money grows on trees and that he gets showered with presents just because. Work ethic, sacrifice and earn will all be words CJ will be familiar with.
So now that I am thoroughly tired and need to get some sleep I will leave you with these parting words. Always remember to pray. Prayer changes things, people, and situations.
NOTE TO CJ: Daddy is coming home!
