Even though I try hard not to, it seems that I am always busy. I have really paid close attention to what I get involved with and going back for years now I have slowed down a bunch. Well until tonight when I got home and realized the sun had risen and set and I was away from my Princess.
Now I quickly looked at my day and would not take anything away from it. I met with a young lady who is on the ball ready to go to college and I caught the last few moments of bible study which is always a plus. These things continue to make me who I am today and the man she will come to know more as she grows. So I started to think what are some things that C.J. and I can do together?
The first thing that came to mind was tossing the old pigskin. For all of you who think it is sad that I would want to do this, for one I want to break gender norms, and from my educational background, it will help with hand and eye coordination. (How do you like that for size) I just want to be around C.J. all the time and I have to start thinking of things now that will allow that to happen. I don't want to smother her but every moment seems precious and special, and not to mention, every moment is one I don't want to miss.
I will always have church meetings and clients to work with and events to go to and everyday nine to five stuff to complete. One thing I know now is that I want my day to start with C.J. and end with C.J., that way I will feel complete and she will be whole. As I type I hear her whimpering a little now a great excuse for me just to go glimpse at her beautifully resting face once more. As I tell everyone I come in contact with who asks, "I really love being a father" and one bit of advice at this early stage I will share with any man who will walk this way is that you should spend as much time with your child as possible. It will make you both better because of the QUALITY time spent. That is all for today. As always, remember to pray because prayer changes things.
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