It is a Friday night. We went out to diner to celebrate CJ's Pop Pop's birthday. Diner was delicious and now Daddy is home. The only problem is that their is no sound of a baby. CJ is not up and roaming. CJ is not even sleeping peacefully in her crib. CJ is not here nor is her Mommy. Most guys would be overjoyed and head out to the club with the guys or to the bar. Not this Daddy, he would rather have his Princess and the Queen of the house here with him. The heat does not seem hot enough. The bed will not feel comfortable enough. The pillow will not be plump enough, and I will not know what to do with myself when I wake up and have no one to look over too or kiss good bye. For Daddy this is the first time he is not with CJ at night and he is home. So what to do, the only thing he can do is deal with it.
So I wonder if CJ realizes Daddy is not with her?
I wonder if she realizes she is not at home?
I wonder is she was sad when I left?
I wonder if she will misses me period.
I wonder if she will miss me kissing and hugging her when she wakes up?
I wonder if she will miss me from hanging out with her on Saturday morning?
I wonder if she is sad because she wants her Daddy?
Daddy has a lot of wonders. The one thing I do not have to wonder about is that wherever we are CJ loves her Daddy and Daddy loves his Princess CJ.
So now I will try to go to sleep without the comforts of my wife and without the snoring from my daughter. Though both loud they bring satisfaction to the end of a day. So you all pray Daddy gets some sleep. Prayer changes things, people, and situation and will get Daddy through the night.
NOTE TO CJ: Even though this may be the first time you are away from your Daddy I want you to know that your Daddy misses you anytime we are not together. From the moment you get dropped off at the baby sitter he begins to feel empty. You are part of the gasoline that helps him to run smoothly. I love you and miss you tonight!
