Well it is June 27th and i am sitting in the office with a few moments to myself. I just got off the phone with Mommy and CJ is doing well. I almost cried when I heard her voice. Not hearing or seeing her for any amount of time is killing me, I thought I would be able to cope but I do not know If I will be able to make it.
I am finally getting over the sickness from last week. The last antibiotic will be taken tomorrow. I am eating much better and I keep water within a two inch radius. The first few days has been interesting. I am not really feeling everything, not in the swing yet.
So I am gonna keep trucking and missing my baby. Keep praying folks, it changes things, people, and situations.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Cuddling in th Comforter
Another day has gone by and I only could hear CJ's voice. I call periodically throughout the day to check in on her to see if I am missing out on anything. I really thought that this would be easier than it is. I saw it as just a few nights away from home but this first week is extended and it is dragging along.
I received a call from Mommy today and she let me know that she was cuddling with CJ in a special blanket that I got for her. It brought a smile to my face when she text me that information. I have to live off of visuals while I am away. It does not help that everywhere I turn someone is asking about her. From the cleaning crew, to my students, and my colleagues always ask hoe Daddy's little girl is coming along. I think that if I did not have to answer so many questions about her it would be much easier.
I do get a treat tomorrow though. I get to sneak home and spend a few moments with CJ and Mommy. I have a follow-up with the doctor and Mommy needs to get out and do a few things so I am going to kill a few birds with one stone. I could go to the doctor and come straight back but that is not happening at all.
So tonight i will have to rest upon the vision of Mommy cuddling with CJ until they both fall asleep. I just hope that Mommy wakes up to take CJ to her crib. that way they will both be able to sleep comfortably. So I am going to go now, you all keep me in prayer. I still want to get back to 100% and i know that prayer changes things, people, and situations.
I received a call from Mommy today and she let me know that she was cuddling with CJ in a special blanket that I got for her. It brought a smile to my face when she text me that information. I have to live off of visuals while I am away. It does not help that everywhere I turn someone is asking about her. From the cleaning crew, to my students, and my colleagues always ask hoe Daddy's little girl is coming along. I think that if I did not have to answer so many questions about her it would be much easier.
I do get a treat tomorrow though. I get to sneak home and spend a few moments with CJ and Mommy. I have a follow-up with the doctor and Mommy needs to get out and do a few things so I am going to kill a few birds with one stone. I could go to the doctor and come straight back but that is not happening at all.
So tonight i will have to rest upon the vision of Mommy cuddling with CJ until they both fall asleep. I just hope that Mommy wakes up to take CJ to her crib. that way they will both be able to sleep comfortably. So I am going to go now, you all keep me in prayer. I still want to get back to 100% and i know that prayer changes things, people, and situations.
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